study?

went to Segi College this afternoon..
ask about the courses.. LOL
hotel management, tourism management, marketing..
i'm so confused..
i like freedom, but i don't like communicate with others..
that's the problem.. swt!
i wonder which course suitable me..
tourism? design? or..
if want study graphic and multimedia design, i din't have confidence on my arts..
if want study about tourism, need to memorize many things lo..
design is quite interesting, very enjoy..
tourism also not bad..
especially do assignment, can have outdoor activities..
hmm, actually both got la..
but tourism more base on teory,
and study about some cultural, histories..
i not really like it, LOL
grrr, really confused about that..
left less than half month to think..