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I'm so moody today..

i had lost my way..

which road should i choose? or which is the right way?

my mind still unstable but the time past through..

i hate them, i more hate myself..

i wonder why i'm different from others..

i can't join with others..

i had no topic to chat with..

i hate noise..

don't like them, but can't do anythings..

i'm so tired today..

i just wanna have a rest..

but why they can't give me rest?

my handphone keep have message in..

grrr.. i'm so angry, mad..

at last, i can't sleep at all..

i hate people disturb me!

so suck!~

i like alone!!!

i hate who touch my life..

is it because this is characteristic of my horoscope?

huh?!

at night prepare went out buffet with my mum..

to her friends house at taman lumba kuda..

i had been quiet for a long time..

din't join them..

din't chat at all..

AGAIN, i hate noise!

it's so irritating..

althrough some of them same age with me,

or just smaller than me..
i wanna back home!!
ps: my mum say i a bit crazy, need go see psychology doctor because it's a sick.. lolx!

until now,

i don't know what i want actually..

i not the one which can easily can join or communicate with others..

i only know that i like going red box,

because it may help me relax..

i'm so pressure.. T.T

help me!~

i hate myself..

hate a lot!!

i can't accept myself..

think that i'm so useless lorhx..

haiz!~

huh.. T.T

that's why i nearly lost all contact after graduate..

not everyone i can join with..

i just can join with some of my best friends..

what can i do?

i really hope that i can change, but how?

i'm so blurrrrrrrrrrr..