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grrr..
last minute din't have people fetch me go work..
my dad ask someone fetch me yesterday night..
finally my cousin fetch me with car..
he's same age with me..
my dad ask me to talk with him, in phone..
haiz, don't know what to talk..
no topic to say at all..
and don't know why, i a bit hate him,
but i think he hate me too =(
told him 9.20am come fetch me..
luckily today wake up earlier..
9am he phone my house..
told me that he reach d..
i ask him front or back..
he reply me, ask me go down search myself..
grrr... a bit rude..
in car, we din't chat at all..
and i din't see him, or can say i scare to face him..
he drive his car; i just see front, see the road..
nothing can say about, except thanks..
just like that..
quite funny.. don't know why can become this..
haiz!~
my mum ask me about today..
i told her the truth..
my grandma also listen..
she ask back me, i don't know how reply..
because i also don't know why could this happen..
yea!~ she ask me that why our relationship become so bad..
while primary, we play together, and he keep come my house..
and sometimes overnight at my house..
my grandma thought i had forget about it,
i din't forget but don't know he still remember or not..
after up to high school..
tuition together, and sometimes we quarrel at there..
all changed!~
maybe because of this..
relationship become bad..
i want do somethings to save our relationship..
but i don't know how..
i was so useless, HUH!